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60% THE PERCENTAGE OF PEOPLE WHO SAY THEY TALK LOUDER SO THEIR SPOUSE CAN HEAR THEM - SOURCE : ENERGIZER BOOMER SURVEY, 2008

2009

year 2009?!!! Surprise me when times eventually past so fast! It's been a while since my last post. Eventually not much has change for the past few months. Just a few updates :-

1) Travel to China & Hong Kong on October 2008
2) Bought Honda City on November 2008

and guess what??? I am still single! Gosh, when I should set myself to start a new relationship? It was so hard to move on with new feelings, new relationship.... new experiences... Am I afraid to try new stuff... or I was just reluctant to start all over again?? and I am not picky or choosy as what you guys say. Well, I am not gonna force myself into loving a person in rush right? Basically gonna know the person 1st right... but those pick up lines was so bad... and they turn me OFF. Seriously, like... Ru local?? u look cute, I miss you... after less than 24 hours knowing him! that was really really turn me off!

What is happening to me, I feel so down and tired today. Thinking of dropping Arthur an email later. Things not going the way I want it to be.... and I am so tired, unhappy & sad. I miss him unfortunately... when will I let go?

September Rain

What remind you of September 2008? Rain, rain, rain and rain!!! Begin with my promotion to Assistant Sales Manager to sickness. I am now in the middle of September, the month with all surprises and joy. A whole drama ended finally as our ex-boss left our company and fully control by his cousin. Hard to control and let people accept what you do, think and act!! esp the so called SENIOR??!! by 2 months. No matter what, I has been given the power and responsibility for me to do my best and perfom to the max!!! LOL

Everything change this month... work, financial, love, wish the list won't stop. Happy and joyful and gaining more weight too! hahaha... but won't stop myself to enjoy life!! Finally to clear out all my fakes friend and gaining more friends...

In this moment, I realize... there is something need to be change!!! my job! my life! - so bored about my job, boring, no motivation at all....so free and just spend your time sitting, calling, chatting............... this is not call LIFE!~~~~ and need to be changed immediately!

Okey... now I finally realized that weight creeping up with my age, I need to do some exercise or I will end up like a BIG FAT LADY!! My tummy is getting bigger and bigger everyday! Gosh... I'm 25 yeard old ALREADY? - time flies***.....

Expecting a nephew coming October, cannot wait for October HOLIDAY to SHEN ZHEN either! My first time ever to travel to my ancestors land... Guang Dong province, dunno where it's actually located! but at least... I'm closed. Going to HK for 2days, disney land just sound SOoOOSoooo GOOD!

Been hearing alot about my gossip lately! just another bitch trying to talk bad stuff about me and I don't even know her!!! Bump into another idiot guy - playa!!!!! So damned pissed off with players ohhhh....................... pls .................... let me go.. set me free from all of this!!

Yuhuuuuu.......... party till dawn!!! Sheannigan here I come again!!!! CHEERS!

this is life

Bought an apartment lately, good price, nice location, nice view.. what else you expected! purely for investment.. not anything else OK! Been really pissed off with my so-call Friends lately......... there many type of them!! real or fake, angelic or devilish.. any kind! I have a friend who only used me when she needed me and find me when she is lonely... that a trash friend!!! What I call it... useless!! Piss off with them.. will let go this kind of friendship.... and find friendship that are genuine and cherish you! Gosh, dream of my crush last night... what a nightmare... I saw him dying in a car accident, freaky! Hope it just a dream! Dream won't come true right?? Felt bored about my work lately... not motivated and so lazy!! Guess I need a break badly... List of places to visit:- 1) Shen Zhen 2) Jakarta 3) Melbourne This is life. full of inches and stitches. I am still searching the true meaning of my life and only to be here as planned by God. Hope He the almighty will guide me in everything I do. Currently reading: To kill a mocking bird by Harper Lee... yes.. still.. Next goal: Own a car!

Angel do exist

While I am driving back home today and I passed this junction... it's suddenly remind me of the incident happens about one year ago. Its was near midnight and all the highway is so clear and silent, I was about to make a U turn near the Petronas Station on the Lido-airport highway.... I was all prepared to hit my petrol paddle to make a real quick U turn and I was so sure that there was no car coming from the opposite direction. When the car started to speed forward real fast... I hear a soft woman voice demanding me to stop and it's really scared the hell out of me!!!I was driving a lone, there's no way where the voice came from and I quickly hit the brake button as fast as the thunder strike. Suddenly without my notice a truck passed in front of my car about few inches away from my me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and a loud horning was heard........... I was extremely shooked and scared at that moment of my life and I guess there is an angel beside me and try to save my life. After all that, I truly believed that Angels do exist in our life to guard us and keep us save!!! Don't know whether I am the few lucky person to be selected to be guarded by an angel....No matter what....I thanks my guardian angel who has saved my life...

Fake human...

so funny to keep guessing... How can a fresh graduates can be ahead of me and be given full power? and all she know is just NOTHING! and I think everything is just so weird. I can change things if you ask my opinion and I am not as stupid as you think. Well, it's your lost who not utilized the source provided. Maybe it was just affair! well.... affair.. you know...

So sad to hear... "you will not given another change" in life! sound horrible to me. Maybe I was too kindhearted! haha! ;) How can people be so cold blooded? no is no... how can people be so firm with their decision?! I am curious... maybe I am just the next victim!

Why people so committed to Lord can do things so not right...so wrong???!!!! Can anyone answer me???? and I am so sick of it...............

first, is my ex boss who consider himself is the most kind and considerate boss! and go church every Sunday to praise the Lord! but end up.. cheated people entitlements. He is so lucky that he's not sued because of office harassment act! Embracing and touched the ex FM purposely is so off!.... having affair with the ex secretary is so shame for a Christianity!! it's commit adultery! So... hope he can turn to the right path and learn from mistake. May God Bless him and him too!